I’m<a href=”http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLgfrrsa5QU”> blind to you</a>…
I see many things very clearly right now.
Most people that dislike me, dislike me for no REAL reason. You see — I don’t dislike people until they do something to ME, directly.
When you do something to ME, or my FAMILY — then hey, I’ll dislike you. THAT MAKES SENSE, RIGHT?
People dislike me for the following reasons: I’m smart, I’m slim, I’m attractive, I’m successful, I’m nice, and most importantly, I have a connection to The Most High.
A friend of mine said, when you deal with conflict and when you’re forced to deal with it publicly, who your friends are and who they aren’t becomes quite evident.
When the Hebrews read about The Messiah, they were excited and looked forward to His coming.
When He came — they were jealous of Him, and hated Him and sought to kill Him (and succeeded).
When all I did were videos and blogs about polygyny and other related issues, people liked/loved me, and were excited at the idea of chatting with me in these facebook groups.
When I came — people became jealous, they now hate me, and while they don’t necessary seek to end my life, they’d certainly like to kill my character.
(I am not remotely saying I’m anything close as awesome to The Messiah. I’m saying this is what happens to ANYBODY who ends up being “too much” for those around them to digest.)
And yet — the more I wake up, the stronger I become. The more you show me yourselves…the more I understand myself and my relationship to this world.
I know better now, than to come down to where they are. NO THANKS — until I find people similar to who I am, I will not bother to converse with those that plot for my demise.
When I become something bigger than I am now, don’t say you ever knew me — you never did. You never tried.
Those that like/love me, believe me when I say I like/love you back. If you bear me no ill will then I, too, bear you none.
But I Don’t Like People Who Don’t Like Me. Never ever. N That’s a Fact.
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March 27, 2014 at 11:53 am
rosyheart
I’m actually dealing with this right now – experiencing instant dislike coming from certain people and I’m also dealing with a lot of conflict at my job and it’s due to my connection with the Most High and how I carry myself. It’s causing me a lot of stress, not sure what to do at this point but remain centered and focused on the presence of God that dwells within me. I feel like there’s a lot of ill wishing directed towards me and what makes the situation worst is that it’s coming from a “friend” that I trusted, two to be exact and also from my co-workers. Prayer helps but the strange vibes and stares can be so unnerving at times. I use to be very bubbly and friendly, but after being around these type of people on a daily basis, my attitude towards them has changed. I can’t be fake and pretend to like them. I actually avoid them most of them now. I try to keep my distance and talk less. As a result, the tension worsened and I actually feel like an outsider. Anyway, thanks a lot for taking the time to share your thoughts. It feels good to know that there are others going through the same thing and as a result, we become closer to God and stronger than we were before.