Okay so during Sukkot my husband called our potential-potential. They had a pretty good conversation, considering the fact that my husband doesn’t just “chat” on the phone.
The last person I know my husband to spend an hour on the phone with…was me. When we first met.
I came looking for a diaper at the tent and there he was, on the phone with her. I quickly left. He says he was surprised that I didn’t stay and “listen in”.
What did I feel? My husband chatting it up with “another woman”?
I didn’t feel anything like that.
I was shocked.
It was her.
There was NO jealousy there. I felt something. But it wasn’t jealousy. It was…hope, I suppose.

I don’t know what it was. Whatever it was, it wasn’t bad. Not at all…